Sometimes I wonder if it was a dream. Because it was too perfect, you were too perfect, to ever be something that I could deserve. Feeling your arms around my waist and your lips on my skin was bliss. You were so wonderful, and I didn’t want to let you go for fear that you’d slip away. But I had to. And the way you looked as I drove away will forever be ingrained in my memory as one of the most painful. It was beyond my wildest dreams… but I know it was real. Because I still smell you on your shirt, and they still talk about how much they love you. I have so many pictures to prove that it happened, and every memory I have only confirms how much I love you. Soon I won’t have to be with you only in my dreams; I’ll be able to wake up to your smile and know without a doubt that it’s real.