I think about it a lot, and I wonder if we’re lucky that we found each other so early.

It sounded crazy to me, that there could be one person that could make you happier than anyone else. One person, whose happiness becomes more important than your own, who seems to be exactly what you were missing when you looked at the happiness of others around you. One person who completes you so much, that you feel that a piece of you is missing when you’re apart, and no one else can fill the void. 

Or maybe it’s a curse, that fate would have placed him so far away from me. Because before I was living in ignorance. I didn’t know what I was missing… But now I feel the distance, and I know that it pains us both. I know that in 16 months, we won’t have to worry about it, the pain will be but a distant memory, but for now we’re still waiting, and the pull that I feel on my heart still hurts.

Maybe it’s both. But no matter what it is, I know it’s going to be worth it.